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[Verse 1]
Day one and my skin forgets its name
Stomach’s a riot, head’s aflame
I didn’t know quiet could scream this loud
Sweating sins I once felt proud
Each nerve plays a minor chord
Regret stitched tight, reward ignored

[Verse 2]
I see your text but I don’t reply I’m stuck between detox and a lie
Flashing ghosts behind my eyes
Promises drowned in failed tries
I’m shaking through a memory maze
The high is gone—but the haze stays

[Chorus]
This is my withdrawal symphony
A broken beat in shattered key I sob in silence, twitch in truth
Every ache recalls my youth
No spotlight, no applause, no grace
Just tremors ripping through my face
This is the song I never wrote Till the poison caught my throat

[Verse 3]
Fingernails scratch the bathroom wall
Looking for rhythm where I fall
My body chants “just one more time”
My soul declines but still can’t climb
You called it strength—I call it sweat
Trying not to chase what I regret

[Bridge]
I don’t know if I’ll survive the night
There’s no encore in this fight
But if I crawl through day two’s door
I swear I won’t be yours anymore
I’ll bleed the lie I used to keep
And purge it while the angels sleep

[Final Chorus]
This is my withdrawal symphony
Ugly, raw, no remedy
Each breath a chord I didn’t choose
Each twitch a verse I can’t unlose Still—somewhere deep beneath this ache
A new refrain begins to wake
This is the song where healing starts
Played loud through fractured parts

[Outro]
And if I live to name this pain
I’ll write the score without a chain